Just finally getting off Zyprexa

[justprocess1]

I had to reinstate for a while as the withdrawal was unbearable. But now I am back off after weaning. Sticking with it.

It's pretty freaky as my equipment is not working at all and coitus is pleasureless. ON medication i still had some good function and pleasure. Then as I stayed on the medication it would get worse. When I would get off it would work better, and then I would have bad windows. Interestingly when I would reinstate it would get better again for a week. Much better. But then gets worse again.

So now I am really in no man's land and sticking with it. Oddly enough I see the pleasureless coitus I experienced today as a good sign as that means things are changing and my brain is trying to work it out. This happened back in 2010.

I have to say Zyprexa is almost an IMPOSSIBLE drug to get off of.

Here are some signs of life that I have had when I have tried to come off Zyprexa over the last month:

1. jerking off with good erection without porn and cumming from fantasy alone.
2. Morning erections
3. Horniness and genital reaction from being in the dressing room with my wife
4. More cum and getting ejaculate back
5. Deep orgasms
6. Cumming being easier
7. Dopamine after cumming
8. Penis Head filling easier
9. Chubby from fantasy
10. Decent erections

Wish me luck!

[justprocess1]

So the windows and haves have begun. I had a few days where erections worked and decent libido and orgasm. Now back to cumming almost totally limp and no libido.