Hello so i started a relationship with my stepmom she is 44 and hot. I got an performance anxiety and took antidepressants now my anxiety performance was even higher due to no erektion, libidlo. What ever i got some windows atm at 60% i somehow was still able to make she squirtel multiple times with my fingers but also with my penis when i got a good angle we found a position where it works.
However that was my plan to make she cum, i sucessed and now i tell myself fu ck was this worth my health is now destroyed for 1 older woman which i was attracted from my childhood.
I dont even want to make she cum i feeling like a winner with health lost. I ask myself now what will be my living purpose i dont enyoj anything and when just for a very short period of time.
Life sucks and i still fixing my gut cant make a decent stool anymore too, have problems with peeing.
I somehow liked my stepmom but at the end i just realized what a kind of whore she is, she told me she dreams about sex with others. She told me she was fucking every weekend on her young childhood. I was more of a love guy with romatic etc never wanted a whore but yea u see i got the biggest whore of all times i just realized.
What can i do if i dont enyoj anything i got no hobbys, no friends for 5 years now i was just working 12 hours a day getting my money together for a house with a wife and look what kind ot shit i was going in.
No friends, no hobbys, no health, no interests. I sometimes thinking of get a corner and drink alcohol all day but im not a drinker and never was i dont enyoj this either.
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What in the actual flying fuck did I just read
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... I think I got the gist of it but jesus christ what a clusterfuck
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Umm what did I just read (?)
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