Is it PSSD? Pls help

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Is it PSSD? Pls help

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From 6 years ago I fell into an anxiety disorder. I was afraid that I was homosexual. It was scary. Whenever this problem occurs to me, I feel a great fear in my body, especially in my bottom. It's so strong that I can't fully squeeze my buttocks. There is so much fear there that it sometimes hurts a bit. I can't even move my penis (I mean body movement, not hand movement). The penis was full of fear, as if it was about to hide in the body, it did not react to anything, absolutely nothing. Such was the strong fear. After over a month, I went to a psychiatrist and he prescribed me Zotral (SSRI). The first 5 days I took half a tablet (25 mg), then 50 mg, then two tablets (100 mg). The highest dose I ever took was 125mg. After about 3 to 4 months, I felt a lot of improvement. The intrusive thoughts disappeared, I was calm, the anxiety I had in my body went away, I had an erection, I got excited, I wanted a girlfriend, I felt pleasure while masturbating, I felt like masturbating as soon as I saw some pretty girl. When the pills were over and I was taking them for about a year, due to the fact that everything was gone, I quit them immediately. I was bouncing after that. A year later, the intrusive thoughts and anxiety in the body returned as the first time. Same symptoms for the penis, etc. A lot of anxiety and stress influenced him so much and I just needed him to pee. I contacted a psychiatrist and took Zotral again for a few months and everything was over. As in the first case. I threw away the pills and it was like above. Libido, erection, excitement, desires etc. The problem returned again after six months. As in the cases above. The third time I took Zotral a few months, I stopped it immediately, the penis reacted normally, pounding, jerking off, everything normal. Now I have 5 such relapses again and the same again. A week ago I read about PSSD on the internet. I got scared and stopped taking the pills. I ate 3 packages of Zotral but it is still not enough, as in previous cases, for everything to pass. I have the pills at home but I don't take them because I was so scared of this PSSD. I have a feeling of fear in my body, in my butt, the whole pattern as above in every case. At the thought of having sex with a girl, my penis has no erection and I am generally scared but it's all the same as above. I suspect that if I took this Zotral for a few months now, everything would go over again as in any of the cases above. But I don't take it, I got scared of PSSD and don't want to stuff myself with it in general. I didn't take any other tablets except Zoloft (I took 10 tablets) and I threw it away because I only wanted Zotral, who was helping me. This was the second case. Now I have the fifth. Stress, anxiety, anxiety disorder strongly affects my libido, erections, etc. Four days ago at the thought of having sex with a man (hocd) my penis was rising, I felt excitement in my stomach? I didn't have that kind of reaction to girls, probably because of porn and daily masturbation. In normal life, I couldn't do that with a guy. Ever since I read about PSSD, I am more scared, obsessed, and I keep reading about having it. I'm afraid of this. Do you think I can have PSSD or not and that's just my psyche and anxiety, ocd? I remember when I met a girl once, I wanted her, etc. We started kissing in the car, then she climbed on me, I took off her bra and started kissing, nipples etc. The penis had erections, it was wet, but my excitement in my stomach was mild or not at all. I just didn't feel very horny about it. What do you think? while taking medication the fear from my body went away and my penis was getting erections, I could masturbate and it was enjoyable, I felt an attraction to girls. When it comes to sex, I did not have it and since I was taking these tables, I had thoughts in my head that I would not be able to do it and I would have to take an erection pill to make the penis very hard. I was afraid that I would not be able to cope. Do you think I have PSSD or is it usually sexual dysfunction related to ocd and pill taking that will pass over time? now i am very worried i have pssd and i am all under stress and anxiety. what do you think? help please. I'm learning English so sorry for any mistakes.
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