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Imsostupid
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Severe Pssd

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Hello,
Im probably then only human who gave himself severe Pssd from plants/Supplements. I have it since 6 Months.

First Problems : Ashwaganda
Then St.Johns Wort 30days: sexual Side Effekt and anxiety since day 1.then i took it together with TMG which caused anhedonia.
After withdrawal anhedonia and no Libido. 2 days after withdrawal one more dosage which Made me Euphoric and Horny but dick was completly limp.
Then stuff Like Ginseng ,rhodiola and polygala tenufolia. I think i got Close Up Serotonin Syndrom a few Times since dumb combinations...

Then kanna and phenibut 20days in a row which caused worse anhedonia and depersonalisation.
After that i already hast mild pssd and SSRI damage. My pssd was No Libido and delayed orgasm.
then i took TMG once which worsened me and then catuaba (SSRI) which caused burning skin and anxiety. Since that adverse Reaction i woke Up Feeling Like my Soul got sucked Out. I also had , shrinkage ,soft glans, pain in balls, Balls hanging Low or too tight, head pressure , brain Fog, 4 hours of sleep etc you Name it i have it all. Now since 2 weeks my erection is worse since eating chocolate which Made me horny resulting in Overmasturbation. I try to keep going for 2-3 years hoping i can get Back to a functional emotional and cognitive Level, since right now i have 100% anhedonia and feel brain damaged. I cant cope since i even avoided Pharma SSRI since i knew about pssd. Then i even Crashed multiple Times Despite knowing better....fuck im so angry at myself!!!!
Crazy Story: i was a Virgin before pssd then i ended Up in psych ward got high on Tavor ,Meeting a hot manic bitch banging her for 2 Months and impregnated her....was alright despite not Feeling blowjobs,coming fast etc....felt Like i could Accept pssd and now this fucking Crash Happend....fuck severe Pssd i cant even do 20min exercise without crashing. Kinda wish i wouldve died a Virgin since even with severe Pssd Sex was good and i will never know how it really feels Like.
I even still have akathasia which is permanent Panic Attack on
steroid and constant Looping thoughts since 6 Months. Cant read, play Games ,meet Friends etc so i think about suicide everyday but cant do it yet since i still feel Hope for a gradual Recovery.
Sorry for ranting and feeling sorry for myself but im fucking fucked Up from this illness i would rather have lost my legs.

Also kinda weird how i went from almost Impossible to orgasm in my First Stage of pssd to coming 5 secs after touching my dick since the adverse Reaction/ Crash....pssd ist weird but i think Theres a pattern...
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Damn man I don't know what to tell you. Keep your fingers crossed. Did you tell your doctor what happened?
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Imsostupid wrote: Tue Aug 17, 2021 4:38 pm Hello,
Im probably then only human who gave himself severe Pssd from plants/Supplements. I have it since 6 Months.

First Problems : Ashwaganda
Then St.Johns Wort 30days: sexual Side Effekt and anxiety since day 1.then i took it together with TMG which caused anhedonia.
After withdrawal anhedonia and no Libido. 2 days after withdrawal one more dosage which Made me Euphoric and Horny but dick was completly limp.
Then stuff Like Ginseng ,rhodiola and polygala tenufolia. I think i got Close Up Serotonin Syndrom a few Times since dumb combinations...

Then kanna and phenibut 20days in a row which caused worse anhedonia and depersonalisation.
After that i already hast mild pssd and SSRI damage. My pssd was No Libido and delayed orgasm.
then i took TMG once which worsened me and then catuaba (SSRI) which caused burning skin and anxiety. Since that adverse Reaction i woke Up Feeling Like my Soul got sucked Out. I also had , shrinkage ,soft glans, pain in balls, Balls hanging Low or too tight, head pressure , brain Fog, 4 hours of sleep etc you Name it i have it all. Now since 2 weeks my erection is worse since eating chocolate which Made me horny resulting in Overmasturbation. I try to keep going for 2-3 years hoping i can get Back to a functional emotional and cognitive Level, since right now i have 100% anhedonia and feel brain damaged. I cant cope since i even avoided Pharma SSRI since i knew about pssd. Then i even Crashed multiple Times Despite knowing better....fuck im so angry at myself!!!!
Crazy Story: i was a Virgin before pssd then i ended Up in psych ward got high on Tavor ,Meeting a hot manic bitch banging her for 2 Months and impregnated her....was alright despite not Feeling blowjobs,coming fast etc....felt Like i could Accept pssd and now this fucking Crash Happend....fuck severe Pssd i cant even do 20min exercise without crashing. Kinda wish i wouldve died a Virgin since even with severe Pssd Sex was good and i will never know how it really feels Like.
I even still have akathasia which is permanent Panic Attack on
steroid and constant Looping thoughts since 6 Months. Cant read, play Games ,meet Friends etc so i think about suicide everyday but cant do it yet since i still feel Hope for a gradual Recovery.
Sorry for ranting and feeling sorry for myself but im fucking fucked Up from this illness i would rather have lost my legs.

Also kinda weird how i went from almost Impossible to orgasm in my First Stage of pssd to coming 5 secs after touching my dick since the adverse Reaction/ Crash....pssd ist weird but i think Theres a pattern...
Do you have testicle shrinkage, numb genitals, reduced semen volume, No morning wood?
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Little update:
After taking inositol i had real libido for the first time in 6months. But then i took alcar the next day and i immediately felt existential terror. Since then i have no libido more emotional numbneas and complete penile numbness. I thought my reduced sensitivity was bad but now i feel absolutely 0 down there.
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Now i get a burning brain from inositol. My receptors are completly fucked i think. Lets see if this is permanent....im just so angry about myself. This pssd thing stole my rationality im just making everything worse. I think its caused by 5ht1 agonism....im afraid its permanent like trazohell
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How often do you drink alcohol?
thatonegirlstitch
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Imsostupid wrote: Tue Aug 17, 2021 4:38 pm i would rather have lost my legs.
Same...
IHateProzac
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Imsostupid wrote: Tue Aug 17, 2021 4:38 pm Hello,
Im probably then only human who gave himself severe Pssd from plants/Supplements. I have it since 6 Months.

First Problems : Ashwaganda
Then St.Johns Wort 30days: sexual Side Effekt and anxiety since day 1.then i took it together with TMG which caused anhedonia.
After withdrawal anhedonia and no Libido. 2 days after withdrawal one more dosage which Made me Euphoric and Horny but dick was completly limp.
Then stuff Like Ginseng ,rhodiola and polygala tenufolia. I think i got Close Up Serotonin Syndrom a few Times since dumb combinations...

Then kanna and phenibut 20days in a row which caused worse anhedonia and depersonalisation.
After that i already hast mild pssd and SSRI damage. My pssd was No Libido and delayed orgasm.
then i took TMG once which worsened me and then catuaba (SSRI) which caused burning skin and anxiety. Since that adverse Reaction i woke Up Feeling Like my Soul got sucked Out. I also had , shrinkage ,soft glans, pain in balls, Balls hanging Low or too tight, head pressure , brain Fog, 4 hours of sleep etc you Name it i have it all. Now since 2 weeks my erection is worse since eating chocolate which Made me horny resulting in Overmasturbation. I try to keep going for 2-3 years hoping i can get Back to a functional emotional and cognitive Level, since right now i have 100% anhedonia and feel brain damaged. I cant cope since i even avoided Pharma SSRI since i knew about pssd. Then i even Crashed multiple Times Despite knowing better....fuck im so angry at myself!!!!
Crazy Story: i was a Virgin before pssd then i ended Up in psych ward got high on Tavor ,Meeting a hot manic bitch banging her for 2 Months and impregnated her....was alright despite not Feeling blowjobs,coming fast etc....felt Like i could Accept pssd and now this fucking Crash Happend....fuck severe Pssd i cant even do 20min exercise without crashing. Kinda wish i wouldve died a Virgin since even with severe Pssd Sex was good and i will never know how it really feels Like.
I even still have akathasia which is permanent Panic Attack on
steroid and constant Looping thoughts since 6 Months. Cant read, play Games ,meet Friends etc so i think about suicide everyday but cant do it yet since i still feel Hope for a gradual Recovery.
Sorry for ranting and feeling sorry for myself but im fucking fucked Up from this illness i would rather have lost my legs.

Also kinda weird how i went from almost Impossible to orgasm in my First Stage of pssd to coming 5 secs after touching my dick since the adverse Reaction/ Crash....pssd ist weird but i think Theres a pattern...
So long you feel frustrated and have this burning for an immediate breakthrough you'll continue to live in a horrible state of mind and it is not going to help with anything. I guess it's normal to think of suicide or just die by any other means under our circumstances but that is also not a solution. You just leave behind loved ones in pain, transferring your misery to them. I am not going to go into the usual blabber of 'positive thinking' but you need to somehow drag yourself out of your brain first to move onto a more acceptable state. Accept your present state as your 'new normal' first. Do away with all the supplements and meds = detox. Then try things that most PSSD patients suggest work, but one by one. In the meantime take PDE5i like Viagra, Cialis, etc.
JLo22
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Very good response. Thank you.

I think we should also donate money to research vs spending money to experiment with supplements. ( Not just a single donation). Donate throughout the year whatever you can if you can afford it.
Research costs alot. I truly believe GoFundMe is our best option. Believe in science. Research groups need $ to do their jobs. But raising money is extremely difficult. I completely understand.

Viagra and Cialis did not even work for me. It is difficult to work when lacking a libido.
Idoagree
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Imsostupid I sent you a message! Very similar story as me. Do you have Whats app?
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