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All in all im not sure selegiline is doing anything at all sexually. I'll keep taking it because who knows, maybe it just takes time. mentally i do feel sped up and more agile, but focus and following one single tought is still hard
i dont have libido issues, so in that sense i think dopamine probably isnt right for me... maybe.
main issue is getting erections spontaneously and keeping it up until the end. i have a problem of delayed ejaculation so i rarely get there.
im starting to think that my PSSD is almost sorted out. I could probably be fundamentally functional with a bit of cialis and abstaining from masturbation (which im working on but, with my high libido and low willpower, its a bit hard)

i am still quite anergic in general, and that is an issue that i probably need to sort out in some way, but im starting to doubt that playing around with neurotransmitters is doing any good.
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magnilo wrote:All in all im not sure selegiline is doing anything at all sexually. I'll keep taking it because who knows, maybe it just takes time. mentally i do feel sped up and more agile, but focus and following one single tought is still hard
i dont have libido issues, so in that sense i think dopamine probably isnt right for me... maybe.
main issue is getting erections spontaneously and keeping it up until the end. i have a problem of delayed ejaculation so i rarely get there.
im starting to think that my PSSD is almost sorted out. I could probably be fundamentally functional with a bit of cialis and abstaining from masturbation (which im working on but, with my high libido and low willpower, its a bit hard)

i am still quite anergic in general, and that is an issue that i probably need to sort out in some way, but im starting to doubt that playing around with neurotransmitters is doing any good.
Thanks for the update, do you also mean your anhedonia is gone?
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magnilo wrote:All in all im not sure selegiline is doing anything at all sexually. I'll keep taking it because who knows, maybe it just takes time. mentally i do feel sped up and more agile, but focus and following one single tought is still hard
i dont have libido issues, so in that sense i think dopamine probably isnt right for me... maybe.
main issue is getting erections spontaneously and keeping it up until the end. i have a problem of delayed ejaculation so i rarely get there.
im starting to think that my PSSD is almost sorted out. I could probably be fundamentally functional with a bit of cialis and abstaining from masturbation (which im working on but, with my high libido and low willpower, its a bit hard)

i am still quite anergic in general, and that is an issue that i probably need to sort out in some way, but im starting to doubt that playing around with neurotransmitters is doing any good.
Thanks for the update, do you also mean your anhedonia is gone?
no, not at all, but im starting to consider if it is maybe a personality trait to some extent...
probably i will keep tinkering as ive always done, its just im fairly disheartened by how little selegiline seems to be doing.. maybe it just needs a little more time!
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magnilo wrote:All in all im not sure selegiline is doing anything at all sexually. I'll keep taking it because who knows, maybe it just takes time. mentally i do feel sped up and more agile, but focus and following one single tought is still hard
i dont have libido issues, so in that sense i think dopamine probably isnt right for me... maybe.
main issue is getting erections spontaneously and keeping it up until the end. i have a problem of delayed ejaculation so i rarely get there.
im starting to think that my PSSD is almost sorted out. I could probably be fundamentally functional with a bit of cialis and abstaining from masturbation (which im working on but, with my high libido and low willpower, its a bit hard)

i am still quite anergic in general, and that is an issue that i probably need to sort out in some way, but im starting to doubt that playing around with neurotransmitters is doing any good.
Thanks for the update, do you also mean your anhedonia is gone?
no, not at all, but im starting to consider if it is maybe a personality trait to some extent...
probably i will keep tinkering as ive always done, its just im fairly disheartened by how little selegiline seems to be doing.. maybe it just needs a little more time!
Yeah i am almost getting used to be like this, but getting emotions back is nr1 priority for me, more so than libido. MAOI's in general take a bit more time to get to their full effect, maybe good to try a bit longer.
Did you ever had windows before and with what supps/meds?
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i think with emotions im getting better actually.. maybe i misunderstood what you meant with anhedonia
i would say im no longer "emotionally blunted". if i think about it i can get angry, irritated, happy, moody, sad... i think im back to full spectrum. although ive never been particularly "extreme" in my displays.
the issue i have left is fundamentally lack of passion i would say. in the sense that there are almost no activities i pursue and enjoy.
also i just tend to drift in life and am coming at a point where this has to stop and i have to start worrying about my future.

so probably it is some sort of low grade depression, or disthimia.

i cant really remember precisely what or where my windows were... i took so many things over the past 2-3 years that its a very muddy picture. thats why i sometime go back to try things ive already tried in order to "double check"
this is also the reason for me writing so many updates in this thread, as a sort of diary. and if it helps others, even better:)

anyway there are a couple of substances that in my perspective have had a definite effect: NSI-189 was very strong in this regard! and i think agomelatine also had a fairly strong yet natural antianhedonic effect. low dose lsd was slightly entertaining but i dont think i would reccomend it for anhedonia.

another thing that i will trial again is low dose trazodone. i think it worked good after a week or so, when the sedation subsided.
looking forward to your parnate updates! i have the impression my doc wanted to try that next instead of the selegiline
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magnilo wrote:i think with emotions im getting better actually.. maybe i misunderstood what you meant with anhedonia
i would say im no longer "emotionally blunted". if i think about it i can get angry, irritated, happy, moody, sad... i think im back to full spectrum. although ive never been particularly "extreme" in my displays.
the issue i have left is fundamentally lack of passion i would say. in the sense that there are almost no activities i pursue and enjoy.
also i just tend to drift in life and am coming at a point where this has to stop and i have to start worrying about my future.

so probably it is some sort of low grade depression, or disthimia.

i cant really remember precisely what or where my windows were... i took so many things over the past 2-3 years that its a very muddy picture. thats why i sometime go back to try things ive already tried in order to "double check"
this is also the reason for me writing so many updates in this thread, as a sort of diary. and if it helps others, even better:)

anyway there are a couple of substances that in my perspective have had a definite effect: NSI-189 was very strong in this regard! and i think agomelatine also had a fairly strong yet natural antianhedonic effect. low dose lsd was slightly entertaining but i dont think i would reccomend it for anhedonia.

another thing that i will trial again is low dose trazodone. i think it worked good after a week or so, when the sedation subsided.
looking forward to your parnate updates! i have the impression my doc wanted to try that next instead of the selegiline
Very interesting to see that you took totally other stuff than i did :)
And yeah parnate seems great for depression, but with selegeline you kinda isolate dopamine as having a major impact (or not). Let's see what happens, it's already good to compare notes!
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magnilo wrote:i think with emotions im getting better actually.. maybe i misunderstood what you meant with anhedonia
i would say im no longer "emotionally blunted". if i think about it i can get angry, irritated, happy, moody, sad... i think im back to full spectrum. although ive never been particularly "extreme" in my displays.
the issue i have left is fundamentally lack of passion i would say. in the sense that there are almost no activities i pursue and enjoy.
also i just tend to drift in life and am coming at a point where this has to stop and i have to start worrying about my future.

so probably it is some sort of low grade depression, or disthimia.

i cant really remember precisely what or where my windows were... i took so many things over the past 2-3 years that its a very muddy picture. thats why i sometime go back to try things ive already tried in order to "double check"
this is also the reason for me writing so many updates in this thread, as a sort of diary. and if it helps others, even better:)

anyway there are a couple of substances that in my perspective have had a definite effect: NSI-189 was very strong in this regard! and i think agomelatine also had a fairly strong yet natural antianhedonic effect. low dose lsd was slightly entertaining but i dont think i would reccomend it for anhedonia.

another thing that i will trial again is low dose trazodone. i think it worked good after a week or so, when the sedation subsided.
looking forward to your parnate updates! i have the impression my doc wanted to try that next instead of the selegiline
Very interesting to see that you took totally other stuff than i did :)
And yeah parnate seems great for depression, but with selegeline you kinda isolate dopamine as having a major impact (or not). Let's see what happens, it's already good to compare notes!

what has worked for you in the past on passion/drive? and while we're at it, erections?
actually my situation is a bit the opposite of the most part of people here...
delayed ejaculation with high libido is quite the opposite of the more common premature ejaculation + low libido
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magnilo wrote:
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magnilo wrote:i think with emotions im getting better actually.. maybe i misunderstood what you meant with anhedonia
i would say im no longer "emotionally blunted". if i think about it i can get angry, irritated, happy, moody, sad... i think im back to full spectrum. although ive never been particularly "extreme" in my displays.
the issue i have left is fundamentally lack of passion i would say. in the sense that there are almost no activities i pursue and enjoy.
also i just tend to drift in life and am coming at a point where this has to stop and i have to start worrying about my future.

so probably it is some sort of low grade depression, or disthimia.

i cant really remember precisely what or where my windows were... i took so many things over the past 2-3 years that its a very muddy picture. thats why i sometime go back to try things ive already tried in order to "double check"
this is also the reason for me writing so many updates in this thread, as a sort of diary. and if it helps others, even better:)

anyway there are a couple of substances that in my perspective have had a definite effect: NSI-189 was very strong in this regard! and i think agomelatine also had a fairly strong yet natural antianhedonic effect. low dose lsd was slightly entertaining but i dont think i would reccomend it for anhedonia.

another thing that i will trial again is low dose trazodone. i think it worked good after a week or so, when the sedation subsided.
looking forward to your parnate updates! i have the impression my doc wanted to try that next instead of the selegiline
Very interesting to see that you took totally other stuff than i did :)
And yeah parnate seems great for depression, but with selegeline you kinda isolate dopamine as having a major impact (or not). Let's see what happens, it's already good to compare notes!

what has worked for you in the past on passion/drive? and while we're at it, erections?
actually my situation is a bit the opposite of the most part of people here...
delayed ejaculation with high libido is quite the opposite of the more common premature ejaculation + low libido
Yes it's quite different indeed. Having said that, i dont believe in 1 PSSD case, as it can be so different.

I had (short) windows on SJW, moclobemide and nortriptyline. And also with Muira puama.
Morning wood came back with zinc + creatine, and low dose progesterone. Licorice root helped for my erections, but effect wore off. Did teach me that corsitol is also likely low in my case.

Bupropion made me last shorter actually, have you tried that?
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nortriptyline does sound interesting also for its activating properties it seems.. never tried it unfortunately!
wellbutrin i tried 2 years ago and it made me snap at coworkers more easily.. cant remember if it did anything else.. nothing noticeable probably
i remember reading multiple times that mirtazapine made people cum almost spontaneously/unwillingly. im a bit horrified by the reports of endless eating though...
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magnilo wrote:nortriptyline does sound interesting also for its activating properties it seems.. never tried it unfortunately!
wellbutrin i tried 2 years ago and it made me snap at coworkers more easily.. cant remember if it did anything else.. nothing noticeable probably
i remember reading multiple times that mirtazapine made people cum almost spontaneously/unwillingly. im a bit horrified by the reports of endless eating though...
I actually tried mirtazapine in the past. It makes you very groggy for the first 1-2 weeks, but that gets better. I didnt experience any premature ejaculation on it and erections were better. Another good thing was that it was the best sleeping pill around, slept within 10 minutes every night.

But yes the food cravings are quite substantial, it made me watch my calorie intake for the first time in my life.
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