Hi everyone, I've been in the forum for quite a long, but just doing research, and I noticed the problem is far more complicated than I imagined, and found out that you guys have way more experience and knoledge about it, so I decided to post this topic to ask for some advice.
So I'm selenio. I'm a 26 yo from Brasil (bad english :/). I got PSSD (PFS, actually) from stopping finasteride after 4 years in it. About 2 months without finasteride, I noticed something was really wrong with me. Very bad anhedonia, lack of motivation and emotions were the main problem. What is interesting is that I never had sexual problems, which is a very common sympton in PSSD and PFS. So one year later, I decided to visit a psychiatrist. He never mention anhedonia, just said it was some kind of depression. At the time, I already knew what anhedonia was, and knew that was probably my problem. But I gave the psychiatrist a try, and started taking SSRIs. Started in lexapro, no help at all. Than stopped lexapro and started vanlafaxin, up to 225mg a day. And guess what: no help, again. So I decided not to trust the psychiatrist, and I started to look for help in this forum and on web in general.
Today I'm better than was 4 years ago, natural improvement, I guess, but have a loooot to heal. Still have a big lack on my emotions. Some things I've already tried:
- Glutamine
- Curcumin
- Fish oil
- Vitamin complex
- Sarcosin + NAC (did some improvement)
- Pyracetan
- L carnitin
Some wierd thing that I noticed and I think it's the main clue to the root of the problem is that neither MDMA nor LSD work on me, and this started just when I noticed the anhedonia. I think it has something to do with the 5HT2A receptors. I used to smoke weed, but it don't work very well anymore, so I stopped.
Can you guys give some direction where and what to research, based on this? I know you have much more experience than me, so I would be very appreciated. Wish you all the best, we will overcome this condition. Wish you all an infinite amount of faith and perseverance.
Selenios's intro
Re: Selenios's intro
How long was your trial?
Symptoms are similar between PFS and PSSD, but lots of things could explain these symptoms so don't jump to conclusions...
Escitalopram, 10mg/day, Jan-May 2019. Fluoxetine, May-Sept 2019. Mirtazapine 7,5mg/day, November 2019-January 2020. Escitalopram, 5mg/day, Feb-May 2020.
Symptoms: sexual & emotional numbness
Symptoms: sexual & emotional numbness
Re: Selenios's intro
Anhedonia is one of symptoms of clinical depression.selenio wrote: ↑Mon Oct 05, 2020 4:52 pm Hi everyone, I've been in the forum for quite a long, but just doing research, and I noticed the problem is far more complicated than I imagined, and found out that you guys have way more experience and knoledge about it, so I decided to post this topic to ask for some advice.
So I'm selenio. I'm a 26 yo from Brasil (bad english :/). I got PSSD (PFS, actually) from stopping finasteride after 4 years in it. About 2 months without finasteride, I noticed something was really wrong with me. Very bad anhedonia, lack of motivation and emotions were the main problem. What is interesting is that I never had sexual problems, which is a very common sympton in PSSD and PFS. So one year later, I decided to visit a psychiatrist. He never mention anhedonia, just said it was some kind of depression. At the time, I already knew what anhedonia was, and knew that was probably my problem. But I gave the psychiatrist a try, and started taking SSRIs. Started in lexapro, no help at all. Than stopped lexapro and started vanlafaxin, up to 225mg a day. And guess what: no help, again. So I decided not to trust the psychiatrist, and I started to look for help in this forum and on web in general.
Today I'm better than was 4 years ago, natural improvement, I guess, but have a loooot to heal. Still have a big lack on my emotions. Some things I've already tried:
- Glutamine
- Curcumin
- Fish oil
- Vitamin complex
- Sarcosin + NAC (did some improvement)
- Pyracetan
- L carnitin
Some wierd thing that I noticed and I think it's the main clue to the root of the problem is that neither MDMA nor LSD work on me, and this started just when I noticed the anhedonia. I think it has something to do with the 5HT2A receptors. I used to smoke weed, but it don't work very well anymore, so I stopped.
Can you guys give some direction where and what to research, based on this? I know you have much more experience than me, so I would be very appreciated. Wish you all the best, we will overcome this condition. Wish you all an infinite amount of faith and perseverance.
It looks like you got some improvement naturally. Right?
Have you tried cognitive behavioral therapy? Or even changing your psychiatrist?
I think it's better than try to self medicate based on lot's of internet forum neuro-bulshit theories.
Wellbutrin (2007 - 2018)
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Wellbutrin + Sertraline (2015)
Wellbutrin + Ritalin (2016 - 2018)
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Buspirone (Feb 2019 - Today)
Ritalin + Buspirone (Nov 2019 - today)
Re: Selenios's intro
About 2 years of trial. But I know exactually moment the anhedonia started, I could feel the huge change in my brain. And was about 2 months after I stopped taking finasteride. What else could it be?
Re: Selenios's intro
Yes, I got some improvement. But what I mean is that now I can do some things, like work some hours a day. My emotions are still unexistent, I don't feel happy like ever.
No, but hoping to try soon.
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