since I have the pSSD my life is better. I kid you not: of course, the two things are not linked. The pSSD is the greatest misfortune and nightmare happened in my life.
I started three years ago to take abilify, one month after I introduced citalopram, and there began sexual dysfunction that we do not have never gone out of my body.
only that while I was assuming the drugs, and I thought it was temporary sexual side effects, I started to feel better mood. I had at that time my FIRST kiss and my first sexual intercourse at 26 years! before then, I thought that this would never have been possible, because of my psychological disorders (avoidant personality disorder, dismorphophobia).
Now I do not take more citalopram and I have a severe form of PSSD.
I have tried to suspend abilify, but I was back in a severe suffering of neurotic origin, that the thing is now, is focused to the maximum right on my PSSD, I perceive as a monstrous castration and an endless nightmare. Furthermore, with no abilify I'm so anguished, that I can no longer feel any pleasure.
I have also been for more than 1 month without drugs and without abilify, but the PSSD has no improvement.
I now still take abilify, which saves me completely from depression (which makes me want to kill myself because of anguish very strong). and taking abilify, I can distract myself from PSSD, not just think it. I can play a small job that I do not mind, I can be comfortable with my boyfriend, and together with other friends, I can feel pleasure and enthusiasm for different things, i have some hobbies. In short, I now, but only with abilify, I'm much better than pre-PSSD, when I have spent MANY years suffering greatly from loneliness, of dysmorphophobia, anguish, and I thought then that I wanted to die.
maybe I'm a walking dead woman, because now I feel pretty good, but I know that when I pause abilify, soon after returning to feel so bad to want only two things: heal from pSSD, or die.
life after pssd
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The First 2 years of pssd i cried every single day and thought my life ist over. The third year, I started slowly to accept it. It is not always easy, but its possible. Since the 4. year I started to work again, to cook and to do exercises almost every day. I care of myself again. I want to live again, even with pssd.
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Theres no way we are damaged forever, people come out of cancer and what not. This cant be permanent and we've got to tell ourselves this everyday . It might take a couple years but flushing this poison out of our body and its effects should be the goal.karina87
Breathing exersizes (pranayam) have helped me a little, and I will continue to seek natural remedies till I win. Not giving up anytime soon
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Great spirit guys, I like it!
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Your stories are sad and encouraging at the same time
It's been a year for me, but I feel much better than before
I'm trying to forget pssd and step forward
Like you guys did...
It's been a year for me, but I feel much better than before
I'm trying to forget pssd and step forward
Like you guys did...
2016 march~april
Strattera+Vortioxetine for 3weeks
2016 may~june
Escitalopram for 2weeks (PSSD)
Strattera+Vortioxetine for 3weeks
2016 may~june
Escitalopram for 2weeks (PSSD)
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Since I've been pssd I'm alone, my relationship is over, I don't like going out with friends and girls, it's too bad. I help with meditation and yoga, help me endure this shit, I have anxiety and panic for years, did not want this too!
The pssd changes life worse, you have no prospect of staying with a woman, social life disappears, I have to lie to friends, there is no excuse for not wanting a woman, better to stay home than lie!
The pssd changes life worse, you have no prospect of staying with a woman, social life disappears, I have to lie to friends, there is no excuse for not wanting a woman, better to stay home than lie!
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Do you think it was the tramadol in particular that caused this? Have you recovered at all? Also, how long were you taking the tramadol?silverstar wrote: ↑Mon Aug 15, 2016 6:05 pm Thank you for your detailedr response. I have every pssd symptom pretty bad. I take vitamin d and k, multi, msm, fish oil, probiotics aand a few other things.
I was very healthy before this nightmare and yes I now trulyk now depression. Or more like utter devastation and hopelessness
I'm going to try wellbutrin Sr 200 mg for depression I've been house bound for almost a year now. Enough is Enough. I agree there is really only one way through this...and it's not easy.
I don't tolerate meds well aand it was a combination of pharmaceuticals , 5htp, curcumin, cough medicine and tramadol that got me into this mess. Along with my previous brain injury which resulted in pgad.
I healed from pgad ....So maybe I'll heal from this
But you're right this depression has got to go!
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