Crashed bad on Lamictal - justprocess1 log

[justprocess1]

I've recovered!

u mean recovered or back to baseline? if you mean cured do you think the lamictal helped something to rebalance?

I had recovered back to my PSSD normal. The most recent time I took Viibyrd. Now things are bad again. Windows and waves. Hoping for the next good window to come back. Lamictal did nothing but damage.

[justprocess1]

I’ve had a few bright spots, but overall, I have no libido. Interestingly, enough, my ability to orgasm is easier than it was before. But I have very little ejaculate as well. Before I took the viibyrd, despite having numbness, I still had decent libido now that is gone. I don’t know if it will come back or not

[justprocess1]

Feeling hopeless. I have no libido whatsoever. The only thing right now that is intact is the orgasm.

[justprocess1]

Had a couple good sex sessions after this. Libido and erections returned for a few days.

[justprocess1]

back to feeling hopeless. I may have permanently screwed myself.

[justprocess1]

Yeah, I may have permanently screwed myself. Time will tell I guess. I can get it up with my girlfriend upfront, but then I lose the erection inevitably. I’m still aroused when I get the erection and then lose it. I just can’t keep the erection. Orgasms still feel good. Although I have a fair bit of anorgasmia so it’s hard to orgasm. But when I do have them, they’re quite good. I also noticed that my ejaculate is much less.

[Titeuf]

U r doing a monologue

[justprocess1]

U r doing a monologue

I am using this thread as a journal. I am sorry if it bothers you.

[Titeuf]

no you are monopolizing the space of recent topics.

It's been months since I noticed your behavior.

every time your post no longer appears in recent topics, you post something even if it is to repeat the same thing over and over again.

[justprocess1]

no you are monopolizing the space of recent topics.

It's been months since I noticed your behavior.

every time your post no longer appears in recent topics, you post something even if it is to repeat the same thing over and over again.

Unless the moderators directly tell me not to do what I’m doing. Which I think is for my own personal mental health. I’m going to continue to do it. I’m sorry you don’t like it.