Thanks for all the kind words, both of you, but this really is the worst thing that could happen to a person. At least, to me. Sex and women are a huge part of my life, something that I always looked forward to, and I took pride in my superpowered sexuality. The numbness and lack of libido is so fuc...

I took it for a completely temporary situation: relationship issues and job issues. Incidentally I was also facing other issues at the time - oddly enough, hormonal/testosterone issues that were fucking me up badly. But those slowly resolved. The "medication" then just nuked everything. I ...

I can't feel my fucking balls anymore. My libido doesn't exist anymore. How the fuck is this a livable condition? Tell me, someone, how the FUCK this is a livable condition?

Over a year. I took six Citalopram pills in April 2014. Since then I've never been the same, and every day I'm in disbelief how dumb I was to go near such poison.

If only this was written and I saw this fucking article about a year ago.

One of the most distributing symptoms for me, right up there with the sexual issues, was the never-returning of normal emotional range and emotional intensity. In other words; yes I do feel 'sedated'. I'm talking about the kind of emotions that stir up inside when you read something poetic and engag...

Yes, sometimes, fleetingly. One of the most, perhaps the most, incredible thing in the world is women/sex/libido/sexual pleasure. It has been forcefully removed from me, without my consent, without know foresight or knowledge that it might be gone forever. It is absolutely fucking criminal that this...

lavos1 wrote:If you think it's possible, make an appointment with an endo and get a hormonal panel--especially if you've been having symptoms before you took SSRIs.

Thanks. That's the plan. Really, no other replies? Anyone else ...?

Each day, more and more, I consider the possibility that I have a pituitary tumor. Before I took Citalopram for six days about a year ago, April 2014, I had a severe dive in my testosterone, sexual dysfunction, even numbness in genitals, etc. That was in February. It slowly improved into March/April...

I thought that you recovered and that it was samE that really did you in? Or was that another user? No. That's someone else. You're thinking of a user named "Riley" I believe, he also goes by a couple other usernames. I've never use SAMe. I have however tired several supplements, herbal s...