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by Blackout
Thu Jul 26, 2018 9:42 pm
Forum: Treatments and experimentation
Topic: Blackout estradiol trial
Replies: 52
Views: 20449

Re: Blackout estradiol trial

I want to cry, but i can't, not more than a pair of tears. I forgot to mention that at the same time that I was having daily erections -not only firm, very firm, nocturnal ones, but also partial mental ones, another surprise-, I also did have some rage, thinking about someone which I hate a lot, an ...
by Blackout
Thu Jul 26, 2018 8:48 pm
Forum: Treatments and experimentation
Topic: Blackout estradiol trial
Replies: 52
Views: 20449

Re: Blackout estradiol trial

I'm back. I wasn't sure to come back, but I'm in a pretty bad state. You probably would like me to summarize what happened and focus just on the PSSD and estradio trial, but there's too much to say. When I left last year, I was in panic due to the inflammation of my armpit lymph nodes. From that mom...
by Blackout
Thu Jul 26, 2018 8:48 pm
Forum: Treatments and experimentation
Topic: Blackout estradiol trial
Replies: 52
Views: 20449

Re: Blackout estradiol trial

I'm back. I wasn't sure to come back, but I'm in a pretty bad state. You probably would like me to summarize what happened and focus just on the PSSD and estradio trial, but there's too much to say. When I left last year, I was in panic due to the inflammation of my armpit lymph nodes. From that mom...
by Blackout
Thu Jul 26, 2018 8:48 pm
Forum: Treatments and experimentation
Topic: Blackout estradiol trial
Replies: 52
Views: 20449

Re: Blackout estradiol trial

I'm back. I wasn't sure to come back, but I'm in a pretty bad state. You probably would like me to summarize what happened and focus just on the PSSD and estradio trial, but there's too much to say. When I left last year, I was in panic due to the inflammation of my armpit lymph nodes. From that mom...
by Blackout
Wed Oct 04, 2017 11:07 am
Forum: Treatments and experimentation
Topic: Blackout estradiol trial
Replies: 52
Views: 20449

Re: Blackout estradiol trial

What scares my about tamoxifen is more memory loss. But in this case, I fear the attitude of physicians towards myself as a freak that -apparently- just uses steroids with no sense of what's doing. I would try at least to take it it they aproved that, but they are delaying everything in favor of a p...
by Blackout
Wed Oct 04, 2017 10:07 am
Forum: Treatments and experimentation
Topic: Blackout estradiol trial
Replies: 52
Views: 20449

Re: Blackout estradiol trial

nasibi, I didn't see your message until now. I guess it is too late for what is happening now -althoug I stopped estradiol a month ago, I continued with T injections until about a week and a half, but I guess this is the end for me. I'm scared to death and beyond. Just after my last post, I began fe...
by Blackout
Mon Sep 25, 2017 1:16 am
Forum: Treatments and experimentation
Topic: Blackout estradiol trial
Replies: 52
Views: 20449

Re: Blackout estradiol trial

Blackout, dude, sorry to hear about the pain and swelling you are experiencing. How big and in what area is the breast swelling? I don't have any medical training but I experienced similar tenderness and lymph node growth in my right armpit and it did not develop into anything serious and has gone ...
by Blackout
Sun Sep 24, 2017 11:23 pm
Forum: Treatments and experimentation
Topic: Blackout estradiol trial
Replies: 52
Views: 20449

Re: Blackout estradiol trial

By ultrasound imaging, I have a solid mass in my right breas, a larger, solid and painful mass in my right armpit , and painful and swollen lymph nodes there too. This doesn't look good. And it was just in 5 weeks. The pain has been increasing. On the other hand, I must say that about two days befor...
by Blackout
Wed Sep 06, 2017 1:55 am
Forum: Treatments and experimentation
Topic: Blackout estradiol trial
Replies: 52
Views: 20449

Re: Blackout estradiol trial

I know this is not a forum about breast cancer, but I'm in panic now. I just found a case report of a man that developed invasive breast cancer just 5 weeks after starting TRT. I'm really desperate -yet I can't cry-. As I stated a couple of days, I intended to remain on TRT from now on even if I sto...
by Blackout
Wed Sep 06, 2017 12:52 am
Forum: Treatments and experimentation
Topic: Blackout estradiol trial
Replies: 52
Views: 20449

Re: Blackout estradiol trial

I'm afraid -more-. It has been nearly 5 weeks since I started this, and I just noted a big lump in my right armpit. Can estrogen dependent cancers develop this fast??? Whatever this lump is, it sure has some relationship with what I'm doing. I was much more terrified of getting thrombosis or stroke,...