What's so frustrating about this sort of thing is that I have a strong feeling that it would help me but no doctor is going to agree to give it to me. I have NO idea where to buy this stuff online. If anyone knows please message me

Be careful. It's a very strong CYP3A4 inhibitor so it interacts with most drugs. Serious interactions. Should be great though with BDNF-increasing stuff since it's one of the only compounds that significantly upregulates TrkB-receptors. Damn, I would try it if I could. idk what that means. I wonder...

seems like people who posted about it either deleted their posts or never replied...

I am ordering it now just to see how it is. I don't have my hopes up.

I created a post on the PSSDlab site with links to every possible treatment thread ever posted in the treatments section. Some are repeats, but that just means that there is more than one thread on the same topic :x . I'm going to sticky this to the top of this forum. READ IT TO MAKE SURE THAT YOUR...

That's great. Hope it works out.

It would be better not to suggest you might know some medication that would help though. Don't wave bread in the face of the starving. It's cruel.

I created a post on the PSSDlab site with links to every possible treatment thread ever posted in the treatments section. Some are repeats, but that just means that there is more than one thread on the same topic :x . I'm going to sticky this to the top of this forum. READ IT TO MAKE SURE THAT YOUR...

anacleta wrote: ↑Sat Jan 21, 2023 6:03 pm edit: I had mistaken the essay for a topic of reflections and views on the condition instead it is just the exposition of a personal experience.

thank you

Interesting. I did 6-APB (very similar to MDMA) today and it's been a good release of my pent up desperation and hopelessness but I've never experienced an improvement beyond during the actual high. This time I couldn't last long so i just decided to write. Usually I try to take full advantage of ha...

I wrote this. It doesn't provide any answers but maybe it'll help others feel less alone within this laughably cruel experience we're caught in. The space I fill most days consists of an empty, FOMO-filled horror. Most of the time, I go through the day, begging Spirit, God, my guides or whoever wou...