I am not discussing your case specifically; that would be better discussed with a psychiatrist and psychologist. I already have a psychiatrist and that's exactly the process I am following. There are many types of bipolar. Common sense thinks it is necessary to have a full-blown manic/psychotic epi...

Thanks for your kind and smart (as always ;) ) answer. It makes sense about how I was feeling while taking AD, although I am not fully convinced of what it implies (I would have suffered all my life from undiagnosed bipolar disorder, without a single manic phase and stuck in a "depressed" ...

After (already!) 3 years of PSSD (my main symptom is emotional blunting, including no libido) with little to no improvement (except for sleep, which is now manageable through medication), I decided to seek out a new therapist. She presented two interesting theories: 1) My strong reaction to a very l...

Hi, it's been a while since my last post. I updated OP. My most obvious and measurable news is that my sleep (which was my biggest issue at the beginning, 2,5 years ago) has been almost normal since almost one year. I thought other symptoms were stable but reading my logs shows my emotional numbness...

The urologist I saw said it is a consequence of bad erection quality and prescribed Ciallis

Some COVID forms are difficult to detect and give a lot of false negative.

I had taken 7,5mg mirtazapine for three months, after my first slight PSSD, to fight insomnia. It was already pretty sedative... and prosexual.

I don’t really have sexual problems. My issue is I don’t feel anything (including sexually)

BlackCat wrote: ↑Thu Oct 28, 2021 5:34 am benzos reduce my libido, but then the next morning there is some kind of rebound effect going on where I get morning wood, weird

Not that weird, anxiolytic effect can last a bit

borisz_30 wrote: ↑Wed Oct 27, 2021 11:39 pm Do you still take some benzo?
How is it like today?

No, I took them only twice, for a few days, when I was a zombie due to lack of sleep.
I have been more or less around my baseline for some months, with hydroxyzine for sleep.